30 has hit me hard .

So I wouldn’t say my looks changed all of a sudden or anything thing but I turned 30 on July 4th of this year no big deal. Or so I thought. The last few months have been off . I notice now I’m noticing all my flaws ect. I feel like nothing fits right and looks horrible . I notice the dark spots under my eyes ect. Which isn’t uncommon as a mom of 3 youngest being 20 months. And home schooling the other two. Being tired and dark eyes is a norm . But all of this is really bothering to add jnsult to injury I busted my tooth over the weekend and having trouble finding a dentist to take my insurance as my normal dentist is discontinued my jnsurance 👎🏻.

All of this may seem trivial but it’s all taking a toll and my sex life which is usually great but is taking a big plunge. My husband and I started working out together and I truthfully gave up Bc I was miserable and not seeing any results . So my husband tried to be encouraging but it drives me in the wall and makes me feel terrible instead (even though I know that’s not his intentions) what he doesn’t realize is while he’s over here getting super buff and looking all great I just feel like a unattractive fluffy lump 😂.

I guess maybe I’m just venting but 30 hit hard