I feel like a bad person

I think I came to the decision to break up with my boyfriend of 1 year. We just aren’t compatible in my mind.

I have a daughter and have truly never been single. I rushed into this relationship after leaving her dad.

My boyfriend doesn’t know if he wants to get married, I feel nervous to let him know the real me and see all sides of me because I don’t want him to judge me. He has made me feel small and just not special. He’s not romantic. We just feel like buddies now... and he yelled at my daughter who is 1. I feel bad for ending it though because it’s gonna feel really sudden for him.

I just am not feeling it anymore. I’m absolutely terrified to be alone though... what if I regret this? What if I never find a man who truly makes me happy? How can I feel better about this?