Am I over reacting?

Alexandria

Hey ladies. So I am a bigger girl (6ft, 260lbs). I just had our second child. She turned a month yesterday. My son who is 2 wanted to watch wheels on the bus on youtube so when i went to search it on our TV, the search was recently on WAP tiktok videos and WAP tiktok thong video. I instantly got a pit it my stomach. I am very self conscious about my appearance, even more after having our daughter. Part of me was like whatever, we havent had sex in a while maybe he was just jerking off to it. But part of me is really hurt. Makes me wonder what else has my husband be watching. Am i looking too much into this? Should I even bring it up to my husband? Am i just still hormonal from everything. Thanks ladies.