Does it ever get easier?

Brandy

Every single pain I feel makes me so nervous... yesterday afternoon I had some very light spotting (brownish pink in color) only showed up when I wiped. And it only happened twice. Last night I woke up with god awful period like cramps in my lower abdomen... and I was SO scared that I might be losing my baby... I seen our baby’s heartbeat and was reassured that it is very strong. But I’m sooo terrified that when we go for our next ultrasound, they’re going to tell us our baby stopped growing 😭😭😭 I had a baby stop developing at 6.5 weeks, and I’m just so scared that’s going to happen again. I’ve kept praying and I’m trying so hard to stay positive and keep thinking positively. But it’s so hard ): I don’t think I’ll feel better until I see our baby again and hear the heart beating strongly ): I hate having all this fear 😔