This year has been extremely rough on me. I gave birth to my beautiful baby boy in November 2019. He was born with clubfoot so numerous doctors appointments and long drives. Including a very scary surgery when he was 6 weeks old. And then covid hit which robbed me of his first year. April comes and I find out I'm unexpectedly pregnant again. All was well until may 1st when when I started bleeding. Weeks pass and I'm rushed to emergency surgery with an ectopic rupture in my right tube which resulted in complete removal. It was a slap in the face. It was a surprise baby but I got use to the fact that I was going to have 2 under 2. Now I really want another baby and I feel like it'll never happen. I'm just so stressed. Regardless of what happens in the future at least I have my beautiful boys. Sorry I just needed to vent.

Picture of my babies just because 💞