I feel so robbed, but I will win this battle

I battled postpartum depression after my first daughter, and I’m battling it again. I hate that it robs me of the joy I should be feeling while I’m with my kids. I hate that they don’t get the happy mother they deserve. But I overcame it once before, and I will do it again. I started on meds ASAP after I had my daughter in June and I was doing pretty okay until I started back up at work, working night shift. It just sent me in a downward spiral. I’ve already called my doctor to up me meds and to get in touch with a counselor. I just have to remind myself.

I can do this 💪🏻