I need mom reassurance

Today I just woke up annoyed, ya know? An off day, I guess. My baby (18mo) has NOT wanted to sleep at all today, which is fine as long as he’s in a good mood. Which, he has been, just super clingy.

So, the kid has been basically attached to me all day, and he’s a pretty “whiney” (he’s just making noise is all, he’s okay) kid today, the dogs have been up my ass and in the way all day, I have a headache and I just want a minute.

Dad doesn’t get home until 6, and it’s 5 right now. I put baby in his crib and I’m outside. I have the monitor and he’s not mad, just talking and moving around his crib. But I feel bad. I only planned on leaving him there so I could get like 10 minutes of fresh air and come back better, but it feels wrong..