Mental abuse

I genuinely never thought I'd be on here talking about my partner as I honestly thought he was the "one" I thought he was perfect but for the last month or so he's been mentally abusing me and I know I should walk away from him and here I am deflated and laid downstairs on the sofa not wanting to go to work whilst he sleeps.

He drinks a lot, he'll call me names and tell me "he's joking". He literally will only have sex with me on HIS terms, last week I wanted to be intimate with him and I was called a "nymph" bearing in mind we'd not had sex in a month. If I feel down it's because I'm apparently ovulating or I'm "due on". I'm miserable, I don't hug him the way I hug my kids. I don't want/have Facebook so it's perfect for him to like and love other womens pics and constantly have women in his inbox.

I'm down I'm so insecure it's unreal I've lost all confidence I had, I'm no longer intelligent I'm stupid and I'm so glad I have kids otherwise I'd of probably ended my life, I'd rather him hit me every other day like my ex husband did than mess with my head.