I always feel that I am “fat”. But I know that I am not fat. We just lost our house, new car, camper, 1 of the barns and our road grader due to a forest fire. But we own a ranch so we moved into another house of ours. But before the fire I was about 2-3 pounds lighter and I love the look and feeling I also didn’t feel that I was fat. But now I can’t seem to lose 2-3 pounds. I’m hoping that I can after some of the stress goes away. I am highly stressed. I’m also turning 15 next month.