He went too far 😭 **Response added**

TW Domestic Abuse!

Being with my fiancé has had its ups and down but tonight has me wanting to call it quits.

I have my share of mental health issues. But these are triggered and developed due to severe trauma from years a abuse and assault.

So unfortunately I have moments where I NEED to be left alone when asked, I cannot be cornered and if I say I’m done talking it’s not to be ignorant it’s because I need to stop the conversation and excuse myself.

Tonight I started the open conversation for with honesty about wanting to restart my onlyfans since I’m not working due to my mental health. I didn’t say I was. But that I was considering and wanted to be honest with my fiancé. He went from 0-100 fast. I asked to just stop the conversation and I walked into the bathroom. He followed me. I asked for him to leave me alone. I squeezed between him and the wall and walked out. I went into the kitchen. I decided to grab something front when fridge. But he followed and cornered me. He continued to stop me from leaving because HE wanted to talk.

I said no and pushed away. He grabbed my wrists hard, pushed me against the counter until he pinned me down flat against the counter top hurting my back and wrists telling me he wasn’t letting me go. I pushed to get away and he pushed harder so I couldn’t. I threatened and tried but was unsuccessful with kicking him in the balls.

He finally let me go and I announced I was leaving with my daughter. For which he said I’m dangerous and “cried” for me not to leave. He said he’s in love with me and without thinking I said “I’m not in love with you. We are leaving. Fuck off”. He also said I’m dangerous.

I’m potentially pregnant. I’m cramping now and my back hurts. He’s never done this. And always blames me saying i “started it” when he he takes me actually being calm trying to talk and stirs the pot into a fight.

I’m currently at my moms with my daughter. But I don’t want him anymore. He was so good up until tonight. Before we moved together 6 months ago and 6 months into our relationship we fought daily over stupid shit. We would get physical too. But for over a year and a half we have been better.

But what scared me was...what if he would do to me what he did to his ex? He stabbed her and they still stayed together. Should have been a red flag I know 😭

*Response to comments*

I agree that me walking away wasn’t the mature way to handle things. Basically; I said it was fine that I just won’t do it that I wanted to help in a way but then he escalated that. Which was when I ultimately said I didn’t want to talk about it anymore and he took it farther.

More to add**

He apparently contacted my mother and put blame of tonight on me. Saying this weekend has been horrible because of me and my mood. Which is false. I have been doing so good with my moods being more stable. And with people never believing me in the past I feel as though I’m not being believed right now 😓