Im a mumma of 2 needing to vent.

I know there will be some women on here shaming me and making ridiciously horrible comments but lemme tell you what, you wont understand what its like until you actually go through it. Its 3:30am and my 1 year old has been screaming constantly since 12am.

Im 22 with a 2 year old and a 1 year old my husband works 12 hours a day. Im at the stage were I want to go back and live my old life. No kids, no cleaning, no cooking, no laundry etc etc. If I had the chance to go back I would. YES I regret every part of this. My second baby was unexpected YES I wanted an abortion but my husband and his family argued with me weeks on end to not abort so i didnt. I wasnt ready for it. Im still not ready for it. Im at home 24/7 with a spoiled naughty toddler who listend to me %0 and a all day screaming 1 year old. House chores waiting to get done. 2 days ago I broke 2 toes Im in pain I can’t sit down and rest them. Its all just too much. I can’t take all this anymore. Whoever I try speak to they say to me ‘’Well you better have kept your legs closed’’ BITCH I didnt ask for all this how can they say this?

Sorry for the long ass post I just needed to vent.