Baby 3 ? 🤔

Firstly iam sooo glad that i found this group

Soo i have 2 girls they are the world and iam thanking god every single second becuse he gave them to me BUT i eant a boy i really eant a boy badly

We are from lebanese culture and lebanese love boys ! Everyone arrojnd me keep telling me u have to get a brother for your doughters ! Its time to get a boy !

One of my friends that i dont like is preggo now and is having a boy ! She always hurt my feeling and always intend to say words which means iam superior because i will have a boy and u poor lady only have 2 girls 😢😢 every time i see her i go home and cry 😢 iam praying every single day to god to give me this boy i really need a boy !

I know may be god answers my prayers and he may not !! Just because he know what is good for me better than me! 😢

My question is i really dont want a third girl ! I will feel bad if i found that iam pregnant with another girl !! I know if that happen i will love her she is my daughter definitely i will love her ! But that will not cancel my feeling that iam not complete without the boy ! And will not prevent everyone or stop them from telling me oh poor mama u have 3 girls no boys !!

Should i try for another baby ? Sometimes i told myself dont do it 2 girls is enough nothing gurantee that the next will be a boy but i have a faith and hope ! May be a miracle happen and god gave me what iam asking for !! 😢 anyone can feel me ?