“i know your wings were ready, but my heart was not.” i’ve tried to take a lot of comfort in this quote i found after i lost you. i loved you from the moment i knew you were there, and i’ll love you for every second of the rest of my life. i can’t help but cry for every moment we won’t get to spend together. i was so looking forward to holding you, and watching you grow. watching your eyes flutter as you dream. teaching you about the world, and how to protect yourself, love yourself, and love others. i wish i could have seen who you would’ve grown up to be. your daddy and i miss you so so much and we know we will get to meet you someday, in heaven. we love you, Baby S.

I just needed a place to put this. Sorry for any grammatical issues, i haven’t been thinking straight lately.