I feel like a failure

Can't have kids for the life of me (unexplained infertility). No more money for treatment.

The house is a mess, because I don't have time to clean.

My car AND drivers licences have expired, because I don't have time or money to renew.

My one dog needs to go to the vet, but I don't have time or money.

Why don't I have time or money? Because I work for a company busy liquidating (or so I'm being told, maybe my boss is just lying because he's operating as normal) and I'm doing the duties of four people because they were all retrenched. I work at less than half of what I used to earn because there's no money. Our services are likely going to be suspended tomorrow because people aren't paying us quick enough, which means we have to explain to hundreds of unhappy people why they have no internet.

My period started today, three years and three months of TTC.