Every time I think about me having sex with someone that I’m actually attracted too, it’s just weird. I always envision the sex to be awful. The guy doesn’t know what he’s doing and I have to fake enjoy it.

I’ve only been with one person so maybe that’s why but I just wish it were different. Having bad sex visions of guys I actually like turns me off from them and that isn’t really fair.

I’m dating this guy currently and he’s very shy, barely looks me in my face so the sex visions are.... terrible. He’s sweet and a gentlemen though but I can’t see myself having sex with him and that sucks.

Does that make sense?