The moment I found out about you believe me I was scared I just had a baby but Ohh how I loved you so much already I already pictured what you'll look like weather or not you'll be a boy or girl whose features you'll have the most I even dreamed about you . BUT God had other plans I knew not to question him i mean I just saw your heart beat, but I couldn't help but ask why . I gained a beautiful angel mommy loves you so much your wings were ready but my heart will never be .watch over your brother and sister a little more extra my babey love and visit me in my dreams when ever you like i don't mind. One day ill meet you and I promise to never let you go trust me .I don't know if this hurt will ever go away this is a new hurt for me .I just want to say thank you for sending me another blessing my angel 👶🏻 i know you'll make sure were okay .

With all my love your mama