Pregnant again

So I found out I'm expecting again and told my sister and first thing she asked me if I was keeping it. I told her I wasn't sure but will most likely keep it because I really don't believe in abortions unless it's a life or death situation for mom/baby. She kept insisting she'll call around and get me an appt for an abortion and she doesn't want to see me struggle (which I'm not). Mind you she has 3 kids her self and had 1 abortion. I just feel like she wants me to feel like she did when she had her abortion. Of course this pregnancy wasn't planned but it's my responsibility. I don't ask ppl for anything, their father is very supportive and is willing to work a second job if he has to.

During our conversation yesterday and the day before she kept saying she'll support me in whatever decision I make even after I told her I'm keeping it. I love my sister to death but deep down I feel like she's wanting me to get rid of this pregnancy so the focus can be on her youngest child. Just wanted to vent since I don't have any friends...