Thanks

So yesterday night I had posted about me (16) giving a blowjob to a guy (24) and how to get over him so I’m responding this way to everyone advice. So first off I want to tell me mom but I can’t 1 she’s not gonna take it to court and 2 I’m gonna be in so much trouble. I’m not close to my mom at all and I know she probably won’t believe me because she never takes me seriously. Also I know she won’t feel sympathy because she’s a person who believes that if ur 16 and have sex wit an older Man U know wat ur doing is wrong. She believes that a man shouldn’t get penalized because at 16 ur well aware of wat ur doing. Now the next part is taking him to court. Idk how the more I think about it idk his I think or I don’t remember it the only evidence I have is giving him a blowjob because he recorded it. I also feel bad in a way because I don’t want to ruin his life. Like I did give him the blowjob so I think I consented. Also 16 is legal in Indiana but I think u could only consent wit someone 4 years older than 16. I’m so lost on wat to do because I have nobody to go to and I feel bad because I feel like a hoe. I feel I let my family down and that they’re gonna be ashamed of me. One of my cousins had a similar problem and all my mom did was talk down on her about how that should never be me and things.