I can’t even imagine the struggle you’re going through, and I’m not going to pretend that I wouldn’t struggle as well. When I read your post I heard my best friend say “have you prayed about it?” She is always so good about making me take things to God and getting an answer from him, and she’s annoyingly good at not giving me her opinion as well. It might be one of the hardest decisions, but if you feel like God is telling you no, I know it is because he has an even better plan for you. Praying for peace, comfort, and answers.

I actually came up here to ask sorta the same question. I feel like God spoke a few months back and said just trust me, let it go. But does that mean stop worrying or let all of it go. I can’t help but wonder if I stop everything what if I never do and I get to speak to him one day and he says well I gave you medication but u we’re waiting on me, the meds were supposed to help. But I also want to be In his will. And if I go against it then will my consequences be worse than not having a baby. Sooooooo I completely get you!!! Just don’t have an answer. My mama said to pray that what ever his Will is to make it obvious and put road blocks up.