I really truly fucked up today

It’s been months since I’ve seen my boyfriend, and I finally got to see him today because we both had practice at a time that like laid over so we had time before and after to see each other

I was so excited. I saw him before practice and I literally could not stop smiling, finally getting to hold him and kiss him made me so happy.

I told my teammates that I had to get out a little early because “my dad was waiting for me and getting frustrated” but I really just wanted to go spend more time with my boyfriend, since it’s been months.

The tricky part about our relationship is that he is two years older than me and he is black, so my dad isn’t okay with us being together at all. So we have been keeping our relationship a secret, at least from my friends so that no gossip will reach my dad.

Well, when I was with him after practice, it turns out the other girls got out a little early as well.

I got really, really flustered and just walked up to the parking lot where my dad was waiting for me with another friend

I told him to walk with us but for some reason he was walking super, super, super slowly and got really far behind.

He was walking slow because he wanted me to go back with him so we could spend as much time together since we won’t be able to see each other for another while after this

I didn’t realize it until he told me once I was gone and I feel so, so bad. I feel like the worst girlfriend on the planet guys...