I need you to move out because I need you the fuck out of my life. I can't do this anymore. I'm losing my god damn sanity. I need you out of here so i won't have to worry anymore. I need you to leave so my feelings can do the same. I care for you and it puts me in pain, I hate it so much I rather be fucking numb than care for you ever again. We can not be friends because knowing or seeing you move on has been destroying me. Please don't ever get in contact with me. Just leave me the fuck alone. I have shed so many tears that they have built their own paths to flow down my face naturally. I have became fucking weak infornt of those who I actually love and pathetic towards the one that matters the most. I need to move on because you aren't healthy for me. I need to move on because it has brought to a new low in my life. I have become insecure, helpless and pathetic. I have lost love for myself and become obsessed over you. I can no longer go down this path , I can no longer live this fucking life. This life is not mine... and I truly need to say good bye.