I need serious help :(

keira 💗

Anybody else newly pregnant (10w1d) and unhappy? I mean this is what i’ve wanted since i was young. I struggled with some infertility for two years and this pregnancy wasn’t planned and is a complete shock to me. I’m not excited. I just spend my days laying in bed. Ive lost 10 pounds in less than 2 months. I cry all the time. I’m just filled with so much anger. This isn’t how i imagined being pregnant would be. Yet here i am living in a dark cloud when I should be happy but im just not. By no means does this mean i dont want my baby but im just finding it really hard to cope.