So last night things were getting heated between me and my husband. Mind you we have been together a long time and things have never got to this point... He was eating me out and fingering me and most of the time two fingers of his is hard to get in especially since he has a really big fingers... Well things are getting super kinky and he's got two fingers in and railing me so hard with his fingers.. next thing I know he's got three in and I am out of control moaning and so wet.. it gets to the point he put 4 in. Mind you it hurt but felt so good at the same time I don't think I have ever been so wet in my life. My butt is in his face while he's doing this.. long story short this goes on for a while we end up having sex which he came in a matter of two minutes of being in me. But now this morning I have felt so bad about myself and how I must be so loose to fit all of them fingers in me because how big his hands are. I brought it up to him and he got upset saying don't worry about it he won't even tell me how many fingers he had in because he said it doesn't matter and we don't need to recap everything. We've had kids who are a little older now I went on Amazon and bought some Ben wa balls this morning that's how bad I feel about myself... I would just like to hear from some of you and your thoughts.. thanks in advance!