Boyfriend thinks I’m cheating...

Now in the past when we broke up, I did go see someone else but it was only for a convo because I was so lonely. Never let the guy touch me, not even a hug. Was only there for maybe an hour. Even though I thought we were done, which was our biggest break up EVER after being together for a year I never had the thought of sleeping with anyone. And I told him about it. Because I didn’t want to lie. But we’ve had problems about sex BEFORE this

Fast forward...

So we been together for a year and a half. We don’t have sex like everyday and may go a week or so without having sex but we have a very affectionate relationship. This causes so many arguments. I can’t focus when we have sex literally my mind thinks of dumb shit....

Before him I was on BC and since then I can’t get in the mood. I’ve tried everything! It’s embarrassing. Makes me feel so bad because I’m not use to this. I’m only 22. On top of that I’m always so tired so I can say “tonight I wanna have sex” in my head and then fall asleep and feel so bad.

Well he thinks we don’t have sex often because I’m sleeping with someone else... but I’m home all day everyday. And I’ve told him before idk what’s wrong. I’ve tried pills, I always buy toys, BSDM stuff and all. Either I don’t want to have sex or if I have sex one night I try to have it again because if I don’t then I won’t want sex for a while. When we have sex it’s good. But only when we been getting a long.