Don’t know what to do anymore

I’m 35 weeks pregnant and when I told my baby daddy I was pregnant he blocked me , I’ve been struggling ever since then , he really did hurt me so much , but I still have feelings for him , I still love him for some reason , I always wanted a man to love me and care about me and feel the same way like I feel about him , I always wanted a happy family , I really don’t want to see my baby girl grow up without a dad in her life just like I didn’t have a dad in my life it’s hard and sad , I’ve tried my possible best to try and talk to him to try make a happy family but all I get is “fuck off” “ your a wierdo” “that’s not my child”. “ take the abortion pill” I don’t know what to do anymore, I love him but he doesn’t love me clearly for no reason I just don’t know I know I sound stupid for saying I love him but I dunno that’s how I feel 😢it’s just so wierd how he changed out of the blue when we were together things we’re good , , we planned to have a house and a family together, I felt the connection with him then , I just feel so stupid and used just feel like he was using me for sex , because we would always have sex I feel so dumb I’m so upset 😢