How much longer?

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I can’t anymore it’s been 8 months since I lost my baby & I can’t I cant this depression doesn’t leave me alone, I go to a therapist I pray I’ve been trying so hard to be happy again but no I got down all over again it seems like I will never be happy again. I want to die I can’t be here anymore I’m not strong I’ve lost all my strength i can’t anymore I can’t but i don’t want to harm my self either but I’ll be so greatful if god takes me to

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I am so so sorry you're going through this. 😔 Losing a baby is a terrible emotional blow that takes a long time to recover from, but there is hope for healing.
Sounds like you are doing everything right as far as your spirit is concerned. Have you been taking care of your body as well? Walks? Workouts? Spa day? Hair care? The reason why I mention this is that the therapy is amazing to work out and externalize your emotions, but you also have to nurture and reinforce who you are as a woman.
I don't know how old that baby was, but when I had my 13 week miscarriage, I remember doing everything to care for my mind, but my body self needed care too. I needed to put love back within myself to feel like a woman again, because I felt so far from a "woman" because "I couldn't even carry this baby". I was a mess. I wrote a letter to my unborn son, I took walks, I cried, but then I realized that I have many other things to be proud of about in my life and those were the things I needed to focus on.
Girl, you got this. You WILL get through this because you're a warrior. You will come out of this changed, but stronger nonetheless. ♥ Please look within yourself for that hope that is in there. It may not be much at the moment, but the thing with hope is that you only need a little to make more. Celebrate that little being, celebrate being his mommy, and share who he was with the world. Talk about him. Talk TO him.
I'm not therapist, but a reason why you are having a hard time may be because you are telling yourself that you must move on? Because it's raw, because it hurts and because anyone would just want to move forward from this pain. Perhaps, tell yourself that you don't have to put it in the past, but you don't have to hurt this much either. Find a middle ground where your little one is a part of you in a positive way ♥.
Again, I can't pretend to know your pain hun, I just know that you are worth being on this earth and that this storm will calm down eventually, just hold on a little more xox

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Sending you all my love. I see me in your post as I’m sure many other girls do too. We can do this momma. We have to keep looking forward no matter how hard it is. You aren’t alone and we all are here to help you no matter what. We can all be strong together❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 all my love sister. God bless.

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If you are in the U.S. I suggest checking out rachelsgift.org they offer free online support groups every Thursday. It’s helped me tremendously since our loss.

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I’m so so sorry hun. I know the pain, I lost my twins just 3 months ago and it hurts beyond words, I know.
You can do this, you’re strong and you will be happy again, I promise you that. I know it’s hard but you are loved by many and just as you hurt from your loss, your family would be hurt if they lost you. I will pray for you that you are filled with peace and happiness very soon. Please if you need someone to talk to, I’m only a message away. You can do this ❤️

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Sending lots of love and strength to you. Please know you are not alone in your pain - there are many of us on here sharing in your grief. 
As much as the future seems bleak at the moment, I pray that all of us will have happier days and we have just to ride through this horrible storm to get there. We are all so strong and none of us deserve this. 
Please hang in there and write on here whenever you want to talk it out. ❤️

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