Everyone treats me like a joke

I’m not going to get into it but basically everyone treats me like I’m a joke and laugh at me behind my back. I feel so worthless sometimes

I don’t really have much to say... I guess I’m asking for advice?

I feel like part of it is that I’m a redhead and I don’t really belong. I kinda stand out and it’s not just that

I guess I’m this awkward and weird person

But it’s ok