Confession...

Ki

We have been trying for a 3rd baby for over a year, I'm 43 and he's 46 and I'm starting to feel so broken and defeated.. we have 2 beautiful girls age 15 and 10 but we have had 11 pregnancys in total.. we have had 9 miscarriages , including losing my eldest's twin during pregnancy.. I am trying so hard to not let this break me but between 2020 and this being so much harder then its ever been im feeling my strength slip away.... ugh....