After 4 days of positive tests I was told today by my OBGYN that I’m miscarrying because my beta level is too low and their urine test came back negative.

I don’t know if I can keep going through this. We lost our son in March at 14.5 weeks (missed miscarriage at 12 weeks) making this my 2nd loss this year.

Even my own partner doesn’t care anymore when I get a positive test because of all the losses we’ve had. I think it’s time to give up. I don’t know who to talk to.

Edited to update: HCG in ER showed my levels went down from

23 (Monday morning) to 12. They don’t think I have an ectopic but dr was really concerned about my high WBC and pain. I was given antibiotics and IV fluids for dehydration. Was also sent home with antibiotics and finally in my bed resting after 5 hours in the ER.

THANK YOU to everyone who posted with their support. It means a lot to know I’m not alone and I hope you all get or have gotten your bfps soon.