Is it possible I have my rainbow baby?

Lynn • I'm happy and love my life.

My boyfriend and I have been trying to get pregnant for a while now. Unfortunately his career and well, life has sorta put a hinder the situation. I started feeling weird about a week after ovulation. My tummy feels like I'm about to start my period. I started spotting as well. My boobs look perkier to me. My hip started aching and now my back. I can't sleep worth crap either. I'm still 6 days out from having my period. I was pregnant twice before, miscarriages both times. I remember I literally had no clue I was pregnant. My back hurt and I was extremely exhausted. I never spotted at all the previous times. Now usually in my cycle I do spot a few days before my period then full blown heavy period. Ive been ive been spotting off and on a week now. I took a test this morning and it was negative. Yes I know it's still early but I'm afraid to hope I am and be disappointed as well as afraid of having another miscarriage. I know it is possible I am but what do you all think? At this point I feel like I'm crazy yet scared and excited to find out at the same time.