New birth control

no question just want to rant 🥺 i went to the obgyn for the first time about a month ago and ik its corona and everything but i waited for 2 hours on top of that when he came in he asked me why i came in and (im 20) my mom scheduled a pap smear he said that’s not until you’re 21 so rescheduled it but also i hadnt had a period in a while it’s literally normal for mine to skip i have pcos but my mom was concerned ANYWAY so like he just straight up said okay im putting you on this birth control it works for everyone it’s my favorite one and i was trying to explain to him that i didnt wanna be on birth control again bc it’s caused me issues in the like it’s caused me to be iron deficient. And he just wasnt listening and i left with a bc prescription. I wasn’t going to take it at first but i decided to try it and here we are I’ve been bleeding for 3 weeks and there’s just so many blood clots. But I blame myself tbh shouldnt have taken it in the first place.