My entire life I have never had a strong relationship with my mom. My mom had always chosen her boyfriend over me in my teen years leading to a lot of depression and anxiety. Once I moved out, she never called, never sent me a card for my birthday. Since I found out I was pregnant, I have been constantly thinking about how I will always be there for my children and I will never treat them like they don’t matter to me. I truly believe that the universe wanted to give me that mother daughter bond that I never got to have with my mom, so the universe sent me two little baby girls to love and to hold. I am so shocked and happy.. I couldn’t be more in love with my wonderful man who has supported me for the past 3 years of our lives and who has been so supportive this entire pregnancy.