Wedding/feeling lonely

Betterdays

So I’m getting married in 3months. We plan to have a small wedding with just a few friends & family because of Covid. Everyone was very happy & supportive of our engagement. We don’t have a large budget & it’s coming up real fast. I don’t have many friends or they’re married with babies & really busy. So I’m feeling lonely & stressed out. No one really seems excited & that’s understandable. But it’s really making me feel a sort of sadness. I have no one to be excited about decorations or my dress just things like that. I’m also having trouble finding bridesmaids. He’s having 5. I don’t even have a maid of honor. I don’t have women cousins or sisters on either side. I’m feeling a little embarrassed. I’d love to hear others experiences or advice please.