Where do I go for help?

I feel like I have absolutely no one to talk to about this because everyone invalidates my feelings everywhere I’ve tried or tries to basically call me crazy...

But I am dealing with issues I would like to resolve. I just don’t know how and I don’t know what to do or where to get help...

When I was 19 years old I learned the hard way just how evil men can be, and since then my experiences have only pushed the idea deeper in my mind. When I go out in public I don’t see “men” or just normal guys, I see predators. There’s not one man I know that I trust 100% or see in a good light.

My experiences validate my beliefs, as well as what I see happening to women I know, women I hear about, things in the media, etc

Yes I know women can be evil as well, but my problem is with men specifically.

I tried seeing a therapist who was a male to try to retrain my mind or get better insight from a man, but eventually I had to leave because no matter how badly I wanted to believe he was good, it didn’t stop my overall view of him and feeling like I still couldn’t trust him.

Like I said, I do want help. I don’t want to have this gloomy outlook on men and I don’t want to live my life under a rock. But I genuinely don’t know how to fix this.

I can’t look men in the eye, I always assume the worst, I never trust men my friends or family are, and I just have an overall hate.