Is this my time to move on..?

This guy and I have been seeing each other off and on now for a year, I’m in love with him but I have not told him this. The past month has really been testing us, we both are going through so much. One of his friends passed away, along with other things going on in his life, as for mine I have always struggled with anxiety and depression but I have been struggling w it even more for a few months and started to see drs help. With this being said, him and I have not talked ab my anxiety and depression bc it’s really hard for me to talk about. Since a lot is happening, we have been very distant.

I’m having a hard time trying to decide if this is our time to go about life w/o each other or if it will be worth it to give each other time and come back to each other.

I want to be in a mature committed relationship, but I don’t know if I’m just going to hurt myself by staying and waiting for him to be ready.

I have also tried to talk about the things he is going through and he has made it clear that he doesn’t want to take about them, and I respect that but I also want to know what’s going on so I can be there for him.