Here we are 20 months and yet still nursing but most nights it feels like I’m just a pacifier . I say no and she screams, I say booies later , she scratches cries and throws a fit ... it seems she never gets into a deep sleep and slightest movements wake her. I should mention I’m. 37w6d pregnant and having a baby soon ... I’m starting to resent nursing at night and that’s the last thing I want to do 😫😫😫 I’m so at a loss. No bottle, not pacifier , no woobies, just mom and her nipples .... I can’t anymore someone help