Why is this so difficult !? 😞😞😞

Why does getting pregnant have to be so difficult?? Why do we have to go through this constant feeling of disappointment??!!

I am currently trying for baby #2. Took my husband and I about 2 years to conceive our daughter who is now 20 months old. We found out my husband had low motility. It was an emotional roller coaster. Every month feeling different! Feeling a new symptom! Thinking your pregnant - but was it really all in my head?

As we start this new journey to grow our family I can’t help but feel discouraged - like it won’t happen. I’m almost scared to put my self in this position all over again. It’s just mentally draining.

Today I am 8DPO & couldn’t help but take a test - and sure enough got my negative. Maybe too early ? Maybe I’m just not pregnant.

Now to just wait.

& to all of you women trying for baby #1 - please don’t look at this post and say well at least you have a child. This post isn’t about that. It’s about supporting one another in this crazy emotional time in our lives - lifting each other up - providing advice to those who need it. #womensupportingwomen

Thank you for listening - I needed to vent ❤️🙏🏼

Baby dust to you all ✨