Why is this so difficult !? 😞😞😞

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Why does getting pregnant have to be so difficult?? Why do we have to go through this constant feeling of disappointment??!! 
I am currently trying for baby #2. Took my husband and I about 2 years to conceive our daughter who is now 20 months old. We found out my husband had low motility. It was an emotional roller coaster. Every month feeling different! Feeling a new symptom! Thinking your pregnant - but was it really all in my head? 
As we start this new journey to grow our family I can’t help but feel discouraged - like it won’t happen. I’m almost scared to put my self in this position all over again. It’s just mentally draining.

Today I am 8DPO & couldn’t help but take a test - and sure enough got my negative. Maybe too early ? Maybe I’m just not pregnant. 
Now to just wait.
& to all of you women trying for baby #1 - please don’t look at this post and say well at least you have a child. This post isn’t about that. It’s about supporting one another in this crazy emotional time in our lives - lifting each other up - providing advice to those who need it. #womensupportingwomen

Thank you for listening - I needed to vent ❤️🙏🏼
Baby dust to you all ✨

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My only advice .... KEEP TRYING ! Don’t give up and stop stressing about it and worrying try to just be happy and positive and one day you’ll see those two lines pop up when you least expect it girl ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 manifest speak it into existence and stay healthy mentally and physically , say your prayers. It does suck none of us know when our day will come when we see that positive but honeyyyy it’s coming to all of us who want our babies so bad ! I’ll keep you in my prayers

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As you can see I’m trying really hard lol but it’s very stressful and draining to just think about it but I hope I’ve done enough x

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I just want to stop thinking about it and get on with my life and if it happens it happens but it’s so hard when it’s all I think about I need something to take my mind off it x

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I had a complete breakdown this morning because of this. 
We are TTC baby #2, my first born was still born at 33 weeks so it feels this time is just dragging. I feel like my body failed me because I’m starting all over again. It feels like it’s never gonna happen.
I tested this morning, this app says I still have 5 days til my period other apps say 3 days. I got a negative result from that test and then I spiraled. And this happens every month. 
It’s so hard.

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It will happen. And venting is healthy. Testing isn’t helping, though. You’re my cycle buddy. I’ve gone through the testing early months and I am now 9 dpo, or almost. I have a regular pregnancy test around here, I am doing my very best to ignore it. True, symptom spotting is uncontrollable and annoying and ridiculous and I can’t help myself, but testing early is something we have control over. It’s so, so early... Let’s try to ignore the tests til at least 10 dpo. Hopefully 11 :)) I cry too. It’s hard. But it’s going to happen. Just breathe. 🤗