Very anxious

Today I am 10 DPO. It’s crazy because yesterday I tested twice and got two big negatives!!! Th hen I woke up this morning and got a positive and I’ve tested 4 more times today to be sure I wasn’t crazy. It’s currently 7 PM where I’m at and I just took the digital.

My husband is a lineman and he left out this morning to go to Louisiana to help turn back the power on from the hurricane. We wanted to get pregnant and this will be our third baby but I’m already having a lot of anxiety with him being away and now I’m even more anxious being pregnant & not getting to share the news with him. His birthday is on November 11th and I really want to try and wait to surprise him on his birthday! I actually told him today that I ended up starting my period.

Anyway, I’m looking for some support and advice on 1.) How to get through being without my husband especially during pregnancy and 2.) how to wait and tell him. Lol

ALSO this will be my third pregnancy and I’m extremely anxious because my 2nd pregnancy was so bad. Almost traumatic. I am so scared of that happening again. Anyone have an easy 3rd pregnancy??