I have 3 kiddos and honestly at a horrible time in my life. I ran out of diapers for my two year old twins last night. I been out of wipes and using wash cloths. Now I'm super low on my two month olds diapers. Things keep getting worse and worse. My part time job barely covers the bills. I go to court in first of December to get child support help. I guess the courts still haven't been able to serve their "sperm donor" with papers yet. They claim they cant find him. Which is bullcrap. I gave them his work address & home address, but I guess he lies and says it isn't him. I just have no one to help me and I feel so alone. One of my twins has digestive issues so I have to get diapers for him because it will be a mess all day. I just need hope or a ray of sunshine.

Now my 6 week old is out of his Enfamil Enfacare formula and I have no clue what in going to do. I just wanna cry and that's not helping anything. I applied for food stamps waiting on letter to do a phone interview with the next 7 days. Wic cant see us til next Wednesday because they are slammed. I called twice yesterday and begged them. One food bank is only open two Saturdays a month so that's next week. I am just so scared because my baby is starting to cry and want a bottle and I have nothing to feed him. No siaoera for my twin toddler boys and it's just a mess.