D&C...

I'm scheduled to have a D&C on November 2nd. I wish I didn't have to, but my body just isn't responding to the loss. I'm really pissed off and annoyed that they won't let anyone in to be with me at all, even my fiance. It makes me mad at all the stupid people in the world who won't do what they should to help make this pandemic go away. And now I have to go through this horrible experience all alone and I'm terrified. The last thing I wanted was to be alone for this.