Wanting to quit.

Jami Lynn💜momma of five

My son is about to be 9 months old and I’m so tired of pumping. I pump 5 times in 24 hours (I set an alarm for 2am) because if I don’t, my overall amount is not enough for what he eats in a given day. One side of me wants to quit so I can start having my body back and lose weight and the other side wants to make it to my goal of a year. I feel so torn. I don’t want to be selfish but I also have given things up for almost 18 months now. I’m so tired of getting up in the middle of the night. Any advice is welcome..should I suck it up or fall short of my goal? TIA💕