Nervous and Excited

Finally scheduled my appointment with my GP and going to ask for a referral to a fertility specialist (fingers crossed I can get an appointment before the end of the year). We have been ttc for about a year. Even though I have diffuse Adenomyosis I was hoping this wouldn't affect my fertility... But I'm going to be optimistic and get the ball running and finally get some tests and figure out if Adeno or something else is the problem. So I feel nervous and excited but not scared. How did you feel once you decided to reach out for medical help?