Finally left him!

So the relationship I was in was toxic and abusive! He would throw shit at me and ignore me like in person he wouldn’t talk or look at me for two hours. And walked off bunch of times.

Never considered my feelings and he would blame everything on me play the victim everytime.

He would manipulate me, he would guilt trip me. Would argue about the stupidest shit, he controlled everything I did and who saw. But I loved him with my whole heart and it hurts that I had to leave but I had to put me first I didn’t wanna end up worse then I am right now. And I’m 17 btw.

I just feel so shit Rn I feel numb but I don’t know what I feel but since the shit happened my kittens haven’t left my