We were best friends and really close to each other .. i was so happy to have him never thought of any thing further than our great friendship , the only person who totally understands me , supports me ,he used to tell me alot about her sweet girlfriend, until that day that they had a big trouble because of her strict parents ,, we met to comfort him and make him fell better, we hugged and suddenly, we kissed .. alot..

I went home not knowing why .. 4 days later we dated after talking about it .. but , he is still with his girlfriend ..

We’ve been together for two months!! Literally the best two months of my life .. but she’s still there ..

He told me that he’s confused about his feelings.. he used to love her so much , but now he likes me so much and he wants me ..

I wanted to stop and let go , and just let things stay the way it was, but I couldn’t,, i like him so much that somtimes i think i might be in love with him ..

he keeps asking me to not let go .. and be patient at least until I can’t do it anymore..

And for the first time ever I dont know what to do for real