2nd failed IUI / UPDATE ***

So defeated to see stark white negative on 12 dpiui. Totally shattered trying actively from 11 month and trust me its just not easy. In these 11 months 100 of pregnancy test, 20000 medicines , 1000 injections and uncountable emotions . Its really hard to explain what I feel right now just a TEAR while writing it. Will take a break for 2 months. Will start next year.

I really really pray to God who ever is trying hard Will get their BFP because its very hard to tackle the moment.

***UPDATE : My body proved me wrong. I am in a shock still . I got my faintest positive on 13 dpo. I am so overwhelmed.😭😭. I really want to tell you this that just not depend on 8,9,10 dpo tests. Sometimes our body takes time. And I really know how is the feeling of getting negatives month by month. Baby dust to each and everyone who is trying. I really pray this baby sticks strongly than ever. I am still scared after having a chemical pregnancy last month. But God is great🙏😭🤗