Hey y’all! Did you rip during birth?

Heyah, did y’all rip during natural birth? I ripped on the inside where baby’s elbow caught while pushing I’m currently almost 4 months pp and I’m still having pain when using the bathroom and sometimes during sex? Is this normal? I planned to call my obgyn but she is currently on vacation so I am waiting till she returns, it’s not completely terrible just a very uncomfortable and unforgettable pain 😔