Do scared for my little ones 1 year Injections

Stupid as it sounds its all I gave thought about for the last few months and my heart breaks. I feel such a huge cloud of guilt but I know its for the best

Shes going to scream and cry so much and I feel terrible her dad will hold her as ill be waiting in the car covid reasons.

My heart breaks for her

I dknt know how to deal with the anxiety over it