Everyone keeps asking me if im ready.

Well of course.

Are you scared to give birth?

Not at all.

Thats when they look shocked.

I know I should be. They say its painfull, its tramastizing, its hard, it can kill you.

But for some reason, I'm not scared ... I am excited and ready and I know it will hurt and thats ok with me.

Is this normal? Will jitters creep up?

For so long ( 8 years ) I thought I wouldn't be a mother, so this experience is welcomed with open arms. I even wrote a letter to my parents and spouse if something happens to me during labor as to what I wish for my child. I just feel like I felt broken for so long and now I dont I feel whole I feel complete, I feel not broken....