I'm happily married since August 2020, so, it's been only 3 months. We've been living together since March, 24/7 together due to the covid situation.

I have a friend, who lives in another country, far away,over the ocean. We've been in touch for 4 years already, met once during traveling.

We have never had any affair in fact, but he was in love with me for a long time.

My sex life with my husband is not satisfying. We do it like once/twice a month, he just doesn't really want to.If w have it, it lasts -5 min, I feel nothing. I tried different approaches, I'm fit, attractive, hot, but it doesn't work with my husband.

I know, it can be the result of no having personal space.. + he gained weight ( about 20 kg to loose), so he doesn't feel like boning.

Recently that friend messaged me. I don't remember how it started, but... But we imagined boning with him. Sexting ( without pics) turned us both on incredibly! He is getting married soon too, though, he also loves his fiance.

I know, it's not right to have such chats. + he said that he seriously would do me rough, married or not.

I feel it ambiguous. Idk how to react. But I do want him..

Now I got my husband and turned him on. We had it 3 times in 2 days, each time I was with closed eyes, imagining that friend, husband even got surprised of how wet I was..

1. Sexting helps me to get more out of sex with my husband

2. It's not quite right.

What do you think?

P. S. Well, I love my husband, the problem is just sex. And we talked about it, nothing changes